Ahahah...yeah I love NIF and I think it's a legit brilliant and epic show, but it is also COMPLETELY OTT and denying that is denying a lot of the pleasure of it! MCS is a ridiculous drama queen and that's why I love him (I do like MCS fannishly, and his h/c works for me. Ironically that's part of why I didn't get more into the show fannishly, because most of the meta I saw seemed to be about how MCS was so flawed a character that you weren't supposed to like him unreservedly, and I...did, and wasn't really into either defending or criticizing him. Rather like Shen Wei, I just wanted to squee about how much of a mess he was XP So yeah, I sympathize with feeling like you're fanning on NIF wrong, even if we're doing it wrong in different ways! XD)